Thursday, June 10, 2010

Day 3 . empty

felt the drastic change when the decision is made,
somebody felt happy & somebody stunned,

everything need to plan again and this time around it just me who have to face the truth,
the truth of being lone ranger who have yet see the light ahead,


deep inside my heart i felt its a correct way,
now i have to seek for the light to lead me again,
or i will make the fire and make my path.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

i still cant accept it..

its really a thunderstorm in my mind when i got fact that it was confirmed and W had surrendered willingly to F. I known W for sometime, and the way i know it, W will not give it out unless W willing to. I call up, and W confirmed it,and here comes the storm...

during my long journey home i try to meditate and it doesn't work, my mind will automatic thought of W and the fact that F will eventually win this war. There is time I had a low esteem period, F got everything that i dun have. More personal time,bigger income,no family strings that hold F back and F's physicals. this sounds totally not like me.. i normally won't care about those but not this time..i never faced a competition like this before because i never had one before..

well, i do review myself that do i really afford to lose it one day or as i proposed to W that we are great pal? my mind pops up lot of uncertainty, i really need a companion.A companion that my family will give their blessing..i had live a long single life, and after half a year back to square one.
i really do not hope the prophecy of a fortune teller become true, that i will big had time to get my soul mate or won't get one. And leads to my single old age and commit suicide one day because i have not achieved anything.

on the other hand, i know i should do this which i had foreseen this , it just too many potential competition and great opportunity for one to be seduced and attracted by others.

argh!!!! i dun wish to say i had lose my time for this, and i do hope for the best.
need to pack up myself and move on.

to be cont.

Monday, October 19, 2009

temp. jocky service

its funny story i think i should put it down
as usual, working days during lunch time i head towards my car at the carparking space to pick up my car to go for meeting,
then this malay/indon guy rush to me as usual to collect parking ticket,
but this time around he come with troubled face.
then i asked : what happen?
he said : nak mintak tolong jap boss..
i replied: mintak tolong ?
he said : boleh tolong parking kereta? ade sebuah kereta letak kat tengah jalan dan dah cabut pergi meeting...
i was like .. wat??
then i offer to help him, he brought to another corner.. and i was wonder wat kinda car that could be left like that and pass car key to total stranger...
i was surprise that this car is the one i have to drive...
honda accord 2.4
then i just get in the car try the handle, start the engine and starting to packing the car,
, its rather easy to handle. will get one in future.. :P
reverse parking, done.
then suddenly my colleagues appears..
they start giving this surprise impression.. wa wa wa...
bruce change car dy!!! wa wa wa...
how much u buy etc...
i tak sempat wanna explain then i throw the key back to the guard , keep saying not mine la not mine le!! lolx... its so hilarious...
they said i should have drive it take few ride b4 return it...
never thought of that..
i'm a good boy ...
thank you thank you..

Tuesday, September 29, 2009





Monday, September 28, 2009

my cousin come n visit me in kuantan during hari raya~

let me introduce to everybody this is my cousin, jun jun~

playing seawater in kuantan..

its not a sunny day though, nice weather to hang out at seaside

we brought him to Pekan royal polo club

take a photo shot in front of the sultan's palace

Saturday, September 19, 2009









这世界有着太多这样那样的限制与隐秘的禁忌,又有太多难以预测的变故和身不由己的离离合合.一个转身,也许就已经一辈子错过。 多年以后,才会参透所有的争取和努力,都抵不过命运开的一个玩笑。


Friday, September 18, 2009